so glad to hv a friend like you.

today. :)

i feel sorry.

it's 3am in the morning and i hv just arrived home. when i stepped in the house, i noticed the lights in dinning room are still on, then i figured out that my homestay mum is still awake, sitting on the couch, waiting for me to come home.

i avoided her gaze, i was so afraid that she will punish me but the first thing she said to me is 'im so worried abt you' instead of asking where did i go. i was completely shocked n touched, she is always saying that im like her own child and i guess she wishes me to see her as mother as well. i didnt expect someone to care abt me like my mum. i dont even hv blood relationship with this woman standing right in front of me but she has been so generous so nice n so responsible to me.

i really really feel sorry of being home late, it's like hundreds of butterflies flying in my stomach. not a good feeling obiviously, i wish i could tell her that im sorry but just when i was abt to say it, the words seemed to be stucked in my mouth. 

wt a failure...

Watched New Moon today. ;D
when jacob took off his shirt, every girl just scream! hah funny as hell LOL
tho im one of them (oops! sorry couldnt help ;p)
TEAM JACOB FOREVER.

im goin to brisbine this thursday OMG everything just comes sooooo fast. we didnt plan it for a very long time but now we r actually going!!!! feel soooo proud of myself haha. I REALLY NEED A VACATION. and you wont believe the cost of taking the planes is actually cheaper than taking the trains. it doesnt even make any sense! anyway i will stay there for a week. GOTTA ENJOY MY SUMMER HOLIDAY! ;D